Thursday, September 18, 2014

Keeping busy

I started school recently again. It's a pretty exciting semester. Today I had a minor victory in my planning class. Today I was able to transfer a STB file into a 3d printer file and its probably not that great of a victory but to me it was a big victory. Also I started rehearsals for my first scenes. I am really excited to work with these actors because both of them are really talented and I am a bit nervous. I hope I do well. -Fatima

Friday, September 5, 2014

Wednesday, September 3, 2014

Update

I promise I'm still alive.
I'm working on some exciting things that are coming up soon.
-Fatima

Wednesday, August 13, 2014

Time Waits for no one.

So I had a journal a while back entitled: Dear Four Year Old me, and I found the last entry I wrote on there intresting I'd thought I'd share it with you lot.

"Dear Four Year Old me,
I’ve decided that this will be the last entry I write to you here. I have finally come to the conclusion that Time won’t wait for me. For the majority of what I will have to say you will have to experience in the near future. There are a few things I would like to say.
-Stop wishing to be an adult.
-I know you hate when people tell you that you are going to grow up in the blink of an eye, and unfortunately the downfall to this is that they are right and you probably think I’m wrong right now, but let me remind you that I am you, and I already went through all of it.
-Don’t depend too much on your mum and dad, and don’ t think that they will replace all of those years that they weren’t there for you instead use that to your advantage to separate much quickly therefore being less hurt over the whole thing.
-Disappearing is fun, yet it is very lonely.
- Being alone and being lonely are two different things and they are both okay to be.
- You will be very unhappy most of the time.
- Life is hard.
-Life sucks.
-Adulthood sucks.
-The internet is about the only good thing going in this era.
-Although I think all of this sucks I wouldn’t trade it for the world.
-Also I wouldn’t go back in time and change anything.
-I don’t regret my life nor the choices I made.
- I am very content with my loneliness.
-I’m glad I’m waiting on my tattoo’s right now as an adult because I feel if I had done Tattoos before this I would of regretted what I had gotten.
This is me. I am your biggest disappointment.
Goodbye."

-Fatima

P.S. This is not my last entry here but it was in that journal.

Friday, June 27, 2014

The L word

Today as I started browsing the internet for good upcoming movies to watch it occurred to me: Why are we obsessed with being loved? Every movie I scrolled past had some form of love. We spend a good majority of our lives thinking about it or being advertised about it. In fact if you noticed the majority of top songs are about love whether that love is towards a city, an object, it always traces back to a person. "Because there is always something there to remind me," (Naked Eyes.) Parents say it to their children, people say it to each other, but what is it really? Its not this Nicholas Sparks fantasy that a lot of people are fooled by. Love is painful. Love is knowing that at any moment you can lose that person, and knowing that it will hurt you a lot more than it will hurt anyone else.
The best advice (as I have said it a multitude of times on this blog) I have ever recieved came from a fortune cookie: "Our first love, and our last love self love."

-Fatima

Tuesday, June 24, 2014

White Socks (Sox's)

Last week I went to the White Sox's game against San Francisco Giants. I was invited by the Midway Baseball Association, and what they do is they are a baseball league that my younger sister is with, so I went with them. Since I went with The Midway Baseball Association we got to go on the field.

It was fun.
-Fatima